12.10.2010

On my mind

Sometimes In life things don't always work out just how I want. Sometimes I find myself thinking things like,

I am making some of the most important decisions I will ever have to make in my life right now, am I doing it right?? this is stressin me out! then I read:

"In the gospel of Jesus Christ you have help from both sides of the veil and you must never forget that. When disappointment and discouragement strike, and they will, you remember and never forget that if our eyes could be opened we would see horses and chariots of fire as far as the eye can see riding at reckless speed to come to our protection. They will always be there, these armies of heaven, in defense of Abraham's seed."
-Jeffrey R Holland
oh, okay.

Then I remember I need to be sure to do this:
The ability to qualify for, receive, and act on personal revelation is the single most important skill that can be acquired in this life. Qualifying for the Lord’s Spirit begins with a desire for that Spirit and implies a certain degree of worthiness.....Revelation can come hour by hour and moment by moment as we do the right things......When we have done our very best, we may still experience disappointments, but we will not be disappointed in ourselves. We can feel certain that the Lord is pleased when we feel the Spirit working through us.
-Julie B Beck

Sometimes I find myself thinking, does anyone really care about me and the things I'm going through right now? Sometimes I just feel so alone. (This was on a previous blog post but I love it so much)
We talk in great generalities about the sins of all humankind, about the suffering of the entire human family. But we don’t experience pain in generalities. We experience it individually. That means he knows what it felt like when your mother died of cancer- how it was for your mother, how it still is for you. He knows what it felt like to lose the student body election. He knows that moment when the brakes locked and the car started to skid. He experienced the slave ship sailing from Ghana toward Virginia. He experienced the gas chambers at Dachau. He experienced napalm in Vietnam. He knows about drug addiction and alcoholism. He knows all that. He’s been there. He’s been lower than all that. He’s not waiting for us to be perfect. Perfect people don’t need a Savior. He came to save his people in their imperfections. He is the Lord of the living, and the living make mistakes. He’s not embarrassed by us, angry at us , or shocked. He wants us in our brokenness, in our unhappiness, in our guilt and our grief.
Chiko Okazaki

I pray all the time, but are my prayers really being answered?
"No earthly authority can separate us from direct access to our Creator. There can never be a mechanical or electronic failure when we pray. There is no limit on the number of times or how long we can pray each day. There is no quota of how many needs we wish to pray for in each prayer. We do not need to go through secretaries or make an appointment to reach the throne of grace. He is reachable at any time and any place."
James E Faust

Sometimes I feel like a lot is expected of me...
"I have always found that when we do the little things correctly, the Lord gives us the strength to accomplish big things... You might not always understand the reasons for some rules or commandments, but if you will follow them even in the little things you will have more strength to do big things... And you will have the great blessing of knowing that you are on the Lord's side and that He is on yours."
--Donald Hallstrom

I hate when I have bad days..
Thank the Lord for His goodness to you. Thank the Almighty for His Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, who has done for you what none other in all this world could do. Thank Him for His great example, for His tremendous teachings, for His outreaching hand to lift and help. Think about the meaning of His Atonement. Read about Him and read His words in the New Testament and in 3 Nephi in the Book of Mormon. Read them quietly to yourself and then ponder them. Pour out your heart to your Father in Heaven in gratitude for the gift of His Beloved Son. Thank the Lord for His marvelous Church restored in this great season of history. Thank Him for all that it offers you. Thank Him for friends and loved ones, for parents and brothers and sisters, for family. Let a spirit of thanksgiving guide and bless your days and nights. Work at it. You will find it will yield wonderful results.
-Gordon B Hinckley


One of my favorites and has helped me tremendously in my life:
"My son, peace be unto thy soul.
Thine adversity and thine affliction shall be but a small moment.
And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high;
thou shalt triumph over all thy foes.
Thy friends do stand by thee, and they shall hail thee
again with warm hearts and friendly hands. "
D&C 121: 7-9

I am so thankful for good friends and people in my life! I don't know what I'd do without them:
Choose your friends carefully. It is they who will lead you in one direction or the other. Everybody wants friends. Everybody needs friends. No one wishes to be without them. But never lose sight of the fact that it is your friends who will lead you along the paths that you will follow. While you should be friendly with all people, select with great care those whom you wish to have close to you. They will be your safeguards in situations where you may vacillate between choices, and you in turn may save them.
-Gordon B. Hinckley

And sometimes I just need to remember this:
"If only we understood who we are and what is in store for us, our hearts would overflow with such gratitude and happiness that it would enlighten even the darkest sorrows with the light and love of God."
- Dieter F Uchtdorf

These were all things I needed to hear, for my benefit. If they were good for you too, then all the better :)

5 comments:

Mariana Patterson said...

Madi! I love, love your blog. I am always looking forward to a new post from you! You are amazing and a great example.

Shana said...

Thanks Madi! I definitely needed to hear all of this. You really are a great example and will make such an awesome missionary!

Liv Blair said...

Madi you are such a great example to me. Your blogs always make me smile!

ashnicole said...

Madi you are too great, you're such a great example to me! Thanks for this post, all things I needed to hear.

Tori said...

Madi thank you!! I needed every single one of those darn quotes! I loved them all!! You are amazing and beautiful! I hope you're doing well! Muah! :)